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no matter how much i feel like killing him yesterday,
i gave up yesterday night,
i hurt myself with some small pieces of glasses.
and i just decided to text him and complain.
real complain.
and finally said that i dont want to fight.
which brings to today,
fetching me from my night school.
and dinner .

Only two days of schooling,
and i can already feel the stressed.
i can feel my brain cells absorbing all the info.
Eventhough accounting was my thing for 2 years back then.
I HAVE THROWN IT FAR AWAY!
damn i shouldnt.
but its okey,
lets absorb the knowledge slowly.

i really miss my girls,
i really want to go out, hang out.
but i just cant find
the real date or day,
where everyone would be totally free.

Im planning to sit home tomorow.
GOSH! but i just dont think so.
I mean tomorow is the day,
when im totally free,
if i waste tomorow,
Friday i wont get to go out
because im Schooling at night.
u see, DILEMMA.
SAT SUN would be like hurray,
Sun would definitely be with my girls.
Monday working,
Tuesday working,
Friday working.
Ok stop it.
i think about it.

i have pimples nowadaes.
WHY?

Im really in love.
Seriusly.
Do u guys know ,
he is not bad, only iritating
and ego which is normal as a guy.
he got his good side,
which i will never ever want to live w/o it.
and he is the first guy in my life,
who really appreciate me.
who seen my worst.
i will never ever want to leave this guy
for stupid reasons..
he turn me to who i am now,
compared to 1 year 9 months ago....
maybe i wont even start school
if i dont know him.
and maybe not working in
Uss too..

thank you .