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SELAMAT PO.
i have been learning diff language now,
ever since i work in USS,
ok im still working there,
its like 9 months already.
they given me my 13 month pay,
but its pro-rated.
--shits--
im waiting for my BONUS,
but maybe i wont get it
BECAUSEEEEEE



latest highlight,
applied for my poly already,
but i got a GREAT GREAT feeling,
that i would not be accepted again.
=_________="


my friends have been a great ass girls,
i love them,
we do have gatherings,
happy times,
lepak session
but its not that often because we have our own life,
haha.
nothing had happen to the rest,
except one,
i just hope that we could just be like last time,
but obviously everyone change,
LIKE ME.
=DD

Relationship have been very ok not ok thing.
Our anniversary went well that day,
Studio M is a THUMBS UP!
hurray.

Its just that i dont understand him that well,
what he really expect from me.
i given myself high hopes, hoping everything from him,
but it came crashing down,
and me end up with tears,
not once , not twice,
almost every single day.

The thing that i hate the most is,
I LOVE HIM.
i cannot leave without him.
i cannot imagine life without him.
no dates,
no lust,
no laughter.

but he will not be there,
when i need him the most,
and he knows,
but he will not be there.
never.
ever.
be.
there.
for.
me.
instead he will go have fun.


so who am i?
a whore.
for sex and fun.

but as always,
he do have his positive point though,
he bought me PRESENTS.
he has only me.
and till now,
we still love each other.


FRIENDS AND BOYFRIEND.
i hate that part.
people always go saying ,
yr friend is much more important.
i dont really think so that ,
they much a diff.
friends and boyfriend,
they are the same.
they should be treated the same level.
when your friend need you , be there.
when yr bf/gf need you, be there too.
when u out with your friend having lunch or just slacking,
and your gf/BF saying that she is sick, damn sick,
please people do something about it.
dont just ignore and stay with your friend..
especially when u always leave your gf/bf
for your friends...



ITS NOT FAIR.