it sad knowing that people who you actually expected to be with you. are NOT with you. but sadly, this is when u know the truth. whether they just there when u happy, or NOT boo~~ this is random.
i have a lot of conversation with cassie and makayla. about friendship , loves and future. and they make sense. they cut me deep inside.
u know this kind of sentence which cassie told me that. friends do come and go, you just need to be prepared.
makayla said that, true friends criticize you, they dont speak lie, but they tell you what is in their heart.
love is blind is a bad phrase, but its not, its not when it come to family.
that no matter what family is the first thing that u should treasure.
that friends is not about how often we meet, slack or be together, but just a simple text asking how we are doing, its enough to tell that we are friends. that care. not just simply there when u having fun.
and those true meaning, does hurt somehow. to find out the truth, nothing but the truth.
like obviously, i just type out what i have in my head. so sorry if it is mess up.
im glad that i have someone, who would go texting me saying about jobs, asking me to go interview. thanks, im really glad that u all exist in my life. at least i have motivation.
and even though, i have been going through a lot of interview. i will not give up. cause this is life. u need to work hard to get the best.
& why is it easy for someone else, to play with love, to even say they understand love, to say they are hurt, but they just go around playing with love. why?
i have enough. i think i need gossip girls. ta~~~Da