lets start this . .
why do i feel like sumtin is botherin me,
but actuali its nothing.
why do i feel like i do not have enuf time,
but actuali i have a lil time.
why do i feel like im not happy,
but actuali i am.
why do i feel like i am missing someting,
but im not.
why do i feel that im confused,
when i think im not really confused?
why do i feel like i dont want to wake up tomorow,
but im looking forward for it?
why do i feel like i hate today,
but actuali i love some part of it.
why do i feel so unappreciated ,
when actuali someone is loving me like hell.
why do i feel like its the end of me,
but actuali its only the beginning of life.
and why do i feel like this,
when actuali,
its not like this?
and ryte now im confused on what i suppose to think?
i was given a tight slap,
but it doesnt hurt,
maybe .
nothing hurts animore.
maybe being slap by someone
u been having grudge from primary skool,
means nuthin.
watever still,
its my life.
and
NUR ASHIKINdecide to be attached to
FARIS,
who make me feel secure,
who love me for who i am.
accept who am i,
in the past and now.
and have
NURUL LIDIANA,NURUL ASHIQIN,ROSNITAH,NUR FADHILAH,SITI NUR BAYA.as my sisters, where they will sure
be there for me and guide me.
and also have.
NUR SYAFIRAH,SITI MARIAM,RUSYDIAH.as a lovely friends who will
always make me laugh.
and
MUHD NASRI,MUHD FADZLI ,MUHD FAIZAL.as brothers who will make me safe.
laugh , happy at home.
and not forgetting.
HALIMAH,a mother who loves me,
and i want to treat my child
like she treated me.
thank you.
for coming into my life.
and make it wonderful
as it is now.
im glad
