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this is love,
ups and down is a must.
well , im not blaming anyone for our problems.
neither do i want to back out.

and for sure,
the problem that we have now.
actually comes from me.
maybe as usual i will be at fault,
for doing those things.
for making people think the opposite side of my feelings.

seriously,
i do not know whether people involve
is reading my online diary.
but i am just terribly sorry for what that hav happened.
and i hate to be the cause of it.
so again im sorry.
maybe,
it is my fault,
maybe i was the one being too friendly.
but the main part is,
i was terribly sad when people say
im flirting but i was just being friendly.
=(


so solution,
i just need to change to become a . ..
arrogant girl.
or watever it is.
just to avoid negative gossip to come.
but always.
i will be the one who will be blame.
again and again.



when will this stop.
and this is not the first time im
having this bullshit problem.
humans oh humans.
stop it.
if i ever done any mistakes,
or sins.
i apologise to all humans.


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