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still have not found the skin for my blog.
tsk2.
i still have not taken pictures to put as my wallpaper.
tsk2.
and ya. i think it has been ages since i last pamper myself
with camera,lollipops, late night movie alone.
dress up just to b diff .
combing my own hair, straighten ,curl it , treatment it.
oh now i miss myself.
oh no, and my pose are fading, i look damn fake.


additional to why i decide to change my skin,
is that i guess teenage life is more than drama,lies and tears.
its more about love, friends, enjoy, but in the end
u will not feel contented with wat u've done.
and u keep asking more for the next day.
well, as for love,
as usual teenage love,
there will be drama, and watever shit.
but now
im thinking of perfect and unperfect.
i hate me when i start thinking of something.

like duh,
there is no perfect girl in this world,
& if they are, they are fake.
pretending, trying hard.
wats wrng being unperfect.
cause my mum told me,
let the guy love your imperfection not your perfection.
oh thank u momy.

and girls,
why shud they keep on talking.
gossiping about others,
well in a way to bring tat person down
or shits.
normal,
girls = jealousy.
and yeah , we can never run away from that nature.
they jus couldnt see girls tat are better than them
physically or mentally.
so keep on talking,
and if u do not have anything to talk about.
well, i will give u something to talk about.
but in the end.
i am a girl too.
so no offense.


and to my like 5 girls who
have jus broke up with your guy.
let it be this way.
lets not chase for those guy.
lets jus move on and show them
lets say,
" hey dude, u think i care? fuck yr love"
fuck the past.
and kiss the future.
cos single ladies are back on the road.
and yeah, single guys are gonna chase them.
so who is losing?
the guys? or us?
hah.

lately, i been thinking alot.
and yeah if i was to write every single thing.
then this post wont come to its end.
and my blog wont be ready.

just one more thing okie?
i miss my alethea alot
and hell ya , i cant wait for this sat.
im goin to kiss every single of my ladies.

mr human,
for now, for now and i repeat for now.
thanks for yr cncern and care.
and due to all the stupid guys in my past.
im just goin to say this.
i hope, hope , that you wont leave me hanging.
cause im sick being on the road.
=))


and finally
my favourite phrase.
if you guys wants a perfect girl,
go buy yourself a barbie doll,
but oops, she has no hole.
so now,
who is perfect??!!?