Thursday, October 1, 2009 @ 2:55 PM
dear diary,
ouh im so losing myself man!
firstly my results suck.
i drop by 0.1 .
oh maybe its okie to get 3.5 gpa.
but it sux knowing u got 3.5 ,when the poly cut off is 3.5
i will be in the last few list of names.
not to mention anithing, i will not have second chance to improve.
maybe im being too hard to myself.
but who cares,
first ,i lose the chance when o's
i told myself not to let it go again.
but whose fault, its mine! not others,.
and maybe people think i do not care about my future.
and u totally wrng! if i do not get to poly,
where should i gooo!!!!!!
and yeah, i maybe MAYBE jus wasted my another chance.
to improve my future.
oh well done nur ashikin.
plus, i done 4 blogskins.
and all 4 look sux !
and when it look perfect.
this blogger thingy start to be a bitch with me.
i stay with this. for a few days.
but i change it for sure.
the classmate ,
i just do not know how to turn them down.
it jus irritate me .
maybe im not being a socialise butterfly or freak who cares!
but who cares.
im waiting for the clock to hit my heart,
turn me into an evil witch.
and text.
im out!
im so angry with myself today.
oh man,
i need fresh air.
lots of HATRED!
la dolce kika
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