dear diary,
finally, finally, FINALLY!
i turn 18. 18. 18!
i would like to thank every single bebs and dudes who wish me.
and ya unexpected people who sms me.
unwanted people whom i hate wish me.
all every one thank you!
ya i promise makayla that i would tell the whole world.
that she stayed on the phone with me till 12.00
to sing me "happy birthday" live!
and 12.12 i was ask to make a wish .
thank u makayla.
and of course asmeralda who msg me b4 12.00
haha so kiut ! !
and cassie too!
wuh mouriette u forgot me.
thanksssS!!!
=((
and i would really want everyting to be normal.
i hate to be crying on the morning of my birthday.
wake up with a big eye.
feel so sad!
but how long could i stay sad ?
fishimarush entertain me the whole day in skul
and i was dare to not talk for 1 freakin hour.
only god knows how i need to bare the silent mode.
i guess i ask enuf advice from every single lady that i have.
i think what they say is the best for me now.
cause me myself, im not sure what am i thinking or doing.
to prevent hurting, to prevent every single harm to happen.
to prevent me from thinking negative thing.
i do not know if my thinking is something wrong.
but i guess the real answer was not choosing .
it is proving.
the only best thing to do is this.
well, at least u can do stuff that of course i will not have the right 2 be angry.
i do not know.
cause what i know now is.
when the right time is here.
if its u and me.
then it will be u and me.
im sorry.
im sorry.
im sorry ,human.
thats why there is this relationship which i call
FRIEND.
