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i got to express this.

i dont know .
why am i feeling so down.
down like hell.


now i do tink everytink
was a big mistake.
i do feel cheap.i do feel ...
i am usualy strng.
but god knows why i turn this way.


im getting all confused
with my feelings.

i am sick.
vomiting shits
migrane.
i cant eat .due to the ulcer.
my feelings are really mix up.

things tat i want.
i just never get it.
no matter how much i want it.
i wont get it.

im crying. cos im sick.
im tired of this life.
i feel lonely.
i feel like im in a lonely road.

i miss my mommy.
if she was here. she knew.
cos she gone through the worst.
its not the same with other mummy.
i just cant feel it.
the feeling.

whenever i vomit.
the only think i want is.
someone to at least say.
" nura, be strng"

i use to be complaining
im fat.
i dont wana eat.
but now.
i cant eat.
im losing my stomach.
haish