& for the first time.
im unsure,
what does this means?
dreaming of being cinderella.
being another girl on streets.
actress,beautiful sexy ones.
but the truth is that.
u are still who u are.
nur ashikin bte jelaludin.
a daughter ,
with 3 pathetic bro-s.
and yet, its not a sin to dream.
i obtain my first C.
tourism brings it all down.
left with projeks.
well, tat shud at least make me have a B.
upcoming accounting.
i have no cnfidnce yet.
i have 2 qns.
yeah. and i have no clue
to the other qns.
may god help in that.
also, tomorow wud be another lepak day for me.
oppsie.
lepak +studying..
i jus want to sit my ass under the void deck and study.
seriiiousssly.
im confused with this feeling.
isit jus another fren who will only stop by for a month or so.
or wud it stay.
i accepted his offer of being "his"
and it has only been weeks.
the outcome of his feelings.
i've no idea.
his expression ,his werds.
it seems like.
but i still am not sure.
&
i forgot how to love.
i forgot how does it really feel like.
maybe buto is ryte.
for the first time i did not admit i was in love.
and i state it there.
maybe its a sign.
well i dont know.
for wat i care is.
let it come if it wants.
and pls go if u have intention to hurt.
and none of u people know who im talking about.
and again.
its another mystery guy.
but wat am i tinking now.
guess wat?
its exams, projeks,skul,life,ite mates,smooky girls.
&
T.A.T.A
