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& this is for real.

went home.
and father decided to pissed me off again.
see this convo.
im rude.
seriously.

father : ka, ko nk gi ane?

me : tm.

father : ko pakai mcm nk gi jurong g2. punye la lawa.
ko ni asal?

me: ape sakk lawa. its normal.

father: lawa la bodoh. ko nk ako pekik dpn guest kite ni.
ape nk jadi ngn ko ar.? ako tk uke ar ko attract attention.

me : eh org pe suke ar. org bkn pakai seksi sak!
make up pn tk pakai!

father: menyesal sak ada anak dara!
ko tau. menyesal tau.

me : salah kan bwh ko ar. miyang!

then my abg came into the pic and ask me to go out.
b4 father gave me a tight slap.
i still dont know wat is my father thinking deep inside him
if only he cud just express it to me.
i would definitely give him my best point
to make him feel calm and relax about this matter.
ya, i do know wat they are feeling.
i would feel suckish too if my daughter.
were to get this kind of stupid attention
and again . sex attention.
but i will pity my daughter. cos i know she did not do anitink
except going out all times.
using appropriate clothing.

i've been tinking about this all night.
ya , n i make tat outing
a boring one.
im sory for those who are there.

father, father,father
if only u know how loud i am
wen im outside.
only if u know tat i have neva,
chase guys for their no.
if only u know tat,
i always pay attention to my gals
wen im outside and not to the boys.
if only u know tat,
now my heart is close for every guys.


saying about tat.
its the fourth guy tat i went out, contact with.
yet.
sad to say.
there is no sparks.
no nothing
jus plain weird uncomfortable feeling.
haish.
when will prince get out of my head.
=(


back to the best part.
im going out with dhyl n ita.
ya i repeatt..
dhyl n ita.
buying some cotton on clothes.
yay!



and like duh.
i cannot wait for 1st july
ya.
and im missing iqin n lid.

fishimarush.
for sure.
im missing skul due to u guys
not due to studies.
S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y