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& life can be so complicated.


well, i have been coughing for this last few days.
sux.


i dont know.
but i guess wat my dear fren said is true.
"u just need a break , kika."
a break from everything.
yeah , im taking it. im feeling more free.
more comfortable.


i've been watching boys over flowers
for this past two days.
due to the comp thingy.
why arent there cute ,really pretty guys in this world.

on i still remember fri,
the worst day.
i broke down like hell.
i cried jus becos of stupid stuff.
my com broke down.
and i cried.
i saw thing , and i cried.
my mum has no food left
and i cried.
omg.
i tink tat is the day.
where i declare.
" i lose okie! i cannot take this animore"



and my mom come and say

life is like driving a car.
the car needs to steadily move.
not to be too fast, not too slow.
and when u see a dog crossing.
pls dont stop, but
once u suddenly stop the car.
BOOM! everything crashes.
u will be hurt, u will cry.
u will be in pain.
same like our life.
life needs to move on no matter wat happen.
or not. we will crash..
and the world jus turn upside down.
and it is your fault.
no one is to be blamed .
and
thx mom for tat motivational thing.
lol


i cant wait for tomorow
u know the day.
where i will officially back to be
a "REAL TEENAGE GIRL"
hah. SHOOPPIINGG!
wuhu.
i tink i need tat lol


ya, im meeting cassie too,
god knows how long i have waited for this day to happen
=DD



=)
and thx diah.
for saying tat u are sabotaging me.
=D