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& i have a stalker in my life.
without realising it.


how does it feel to actuali find out tat he has been destroying yr love life?
how does it feel tat actuali tat group of people thinks u are a whore?
how does it feel wen u are walking around.
some people are thinkin somethin about u, which is not real at all?
how does it feel to be hated by yr "once" love ones, due to tat stalker in yr life?
how does it feel to not know tat the stalker has been destroyin yr heart, and
u always blame yrself for everyting.?
how does it fuckin feel?
i reali hope at he knows how does it feel.


he always will know who is my date.
and he will find a way to make my date hate me.
by saying all those things about me.

his frends would also tink the same about me.
and when i walk past them
they jus smile. but actuali they think im a whore.
which i actuali did not do anithin.

yap.
yesterday.
got a perfect date ever.
i tink he is the guy,everyone dream to be with.
but "HE" ruined it again.
and jus yesterday
i get to know.
he has been pestering my love life.
for the whole 2 YEARS.
no wonder im fucking single ryte now.
and ya!
no WONDER .all my ex hated me.

and i swear i hate u the most.
eventhough i had love u the most.
i had cried for u the most.
i jus hate u.
pls stop doing this .
and i swear im crying ryte this moment typing this shit.

and now.
u asked me to be back with u.
i know if i go back.
it will be fine.
but.
i dont love u.


why my life is always full of stupid drama sakk!!
arggggghhhhh


i cannot stop crying.
it hurts me.
can i shout.


im soryy mummy.
i cant tell u wat really happen.
i cant tell u tat i have been a naughty girl when im out there.
i cant tell u tat i have been dating alot.
i cant tell u tat im not an innocent girl animore.
i cant tell u all that.
i dont have the heart too.

how to go to sch tmrw??
how to study?

i cant eat.
i cant think
i cant breath.



u hurt me deeply.