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Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 10:38 PM  & u make feel so useless. mom: ko aru alik? dari maner? me : seee...ko..lah. (grins,terang2 ako tipu) mom: ko hapi? random kan mak ako. me : ar. hapi ar. asl? mom: nope i dont think so. u're not even smiling like the old times. tu semue fake. n me as yr mom . mak tau. me : (seriously, i feel the same.) arh yelah. tk hapi la. ye la. mom: ko tgk diri ko kat cermin. ko rase teratur tak? ko rase bersemangat? ko rase yng ko ada arah tujuan tk dlm hidup ni? atau ko pk nk hapi2 jek? tapi ko tk pernah hapi? me: ( ape mak ako membebel, da so-od ke die) ape maaaakkk. org okie la.org hapi org ade arah hidup. nk jadi ****** . da ar. ckop ar. mom: tu la ckup la. *&(#*#*# ( mothers nowadaes) . ko tgk! blaja pun tk. pagi siang mlm. keluar keluar keluar. dudok ruma bukak buku! tapi pk ako tk tau. KHAYAL. pe ko nk jadi binatang!!!! ME: (warh da bingit) Ape sakkk.. org pass pe. bkn tk pass. ( go on n on) mak apasal nk cari pasal. mom: bukan carik pasal. nk sedar kan ko! ko da lame sesat.(wth) . ko tk tau mane nk gi. so ko buat kerje bukan2 ko. enjoy2 enjoy2. enjoy terus habis pe. lepas tu u come back to yr bosan nye hidup which u are not happi about. me: pape ar. mom: lame2 ko akan bosan .nk enjoy2. ko akn pk. alamak . tapi sebenarnye ko tk pernah hapi. ko dgr tu.ko tk pernah hapi ( and on and on) me : yap. im not happy at all.im wasting my life. im jus going with the flow. where does it lead me. i jus go. im tired and lazy to make my own plans. bye! mom: u jus wasted my 18 years of taking care of u. yup. when i close the door. i realise. its the truth. i bet some people who knows me. can see. tat im no longer happi with watever i have now. i dont feel lucky. like the old days. i jus dont know. why am i living in this world. can i at least achieve sumtin b4 the world really ends. cos now. i really think tat. the world is coming to an end. i can feel it coming . yes i do. right now. i realise. i am really not happy the fun tat i had. its just a temporary fun. wen it ends. its the same shikin nothing seems to excite me . mummy why make me think. & im sory for wasting yr 18 years. & WE WENT TO KARAOKE THE VIDEOS IS UNDER LID LEVASQUE. =DD enjoy YAW! |