Monday, April 6, 2009 @ 1:43 AM
looking at those hot ladies makes me demoralise.
they are like so perfect.
a good guy by their side.
with their hot bodies, hot face.
$$$$ is always there.
they are so lucky.
can i be like them.
at least the $$$ part.
ya, i had fun with
azmeel, akmal , fiq.
they are the best .
i am jealous looking at their frenship
they seem to be the .. same.
its not tat they have not grown mature.
its just tat, they mature in the same way.
even all those bz moments.
they still had times together.
they know alot about each other.
ya. im proud of u guys.
i bet, we, the gurls.
have really change.
and ya.
i sense it.
my bbygurl , cassie
came over to movie marathon with me
ya we did.
some of the time
we spent talking to each other
about relationship, stuff.
us.them.
ya, u know what cassie.
im proud of u.
to be standing strong till now.
hypertropic cardiomyopathy.
ya, tat shyt is scaring me.
im missing everyting now.
i miss going to skul
i miss playing tai tee with my ite gurls
i miss laughing with ite gurls
i miss those long breaks .
i miss skipping classes.
i miss going home and out lata to lepak till late nights
i miss those late night talk with love ones.
and lastly.
i miss waking up early.
smelling those fresh air.
and .
i want it to continue being like tat.
i know.
im missing something in my heart.
but i dont know wat.
till now.
and for sure.
its not
LOVE.
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