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Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight

They didn't even make a sound..



im bloggin to complain, "prince"
so if you do not want to read.
u can just click exit okey?




i do believe in this phrase "people change"
and i wana add some words to it.
people change when they already achieve something tat they want.

the first time i met u.
u was the sweetest thing ever.
yr werds, yr smiles n laughter.
u dont mind coming all the way here to be with me.
u never said tat u are tired wen u're with me.
u said , " because of u , i can sleep peacefully"
"u make me happy"
" i never regret knowing you"


when we are in love,
even the pig looks beautiful,
even the black walls look colourful,
even the toilet smell nice,
even the rock felt smooth.


but now,
u moving away.
u sms-ed me during sch hours.
then u will go home
sleep .
and went to work.
i'll need to wait for the next day.
and things repeat.
u chasing for those license and car.
and u said to me.
" i got u, and now i needed those things"
arent u afraid tat u might lose me.?

and now.
yr werds cut my hearts.
u tired to come over here.
u always said tat u're tired when u're with me.
and now u wud say.
" i cannot slip because of u, u making me stress"
in fact u actualy sleepin.
u jus making me worry for nothing.
and u said
" i cant have any peaceful sleeps animore"
"u always make me sad and angry"
" god is just testing my patience when he decide to let us meet"
but ..
in the end.
u would say.
" i love u, never gona leave you"
but u forget something u said.
love is not to be spoken , but to be proven by showing it.


and now,
the pig looks ugly.
the black wall seems soo blank ,
the toilet smells .
and the rock felt so rough.




and deep inside.
i know this wont end...







cos everything would be more worst,
never gona be better.






this is love, strange aint it.


.......


well,if u're in love.
and not having prob!
yr love is having a disease.
=)))




goodnyte dear people.
...lovesick...