Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 7:04 PM
 seeing this particular gurl face, nur fadhilah and rosnitah,makes me happy. they the only reason that makes me smile. they are the only one that kept me goin out despite of every prob tat everyone gave me. i just wana thank u all for the friendship tat u have given me. i hope this will last forever..
i am so sick this past few days. n yet no one bother-ed well , this is nurashikin life isnt it.
i didnt believe u lied to me. for me, to believe u. and being such a care care fren to give u time to rest. wooo.. i jus dont know wat to say animore. well, i guess i have enuf of being such a gd holyshit fren to keep this relationship. as i know, i have no feelings towards this r/ship animore! i once believed that yr sec fren will be more of a pure fren,ecxpt lid. now not!! my pri sch frens are more better! SO U PIECE OF SHIT! STOP TORTURING MY HEARTTTT!! IDIOT! TO BE YR FREN I FEEL SO STUPID! AND FUCK ME! FOR ALWAYS BELIEVING, FORGIVING N SMILIN TO U! EVENTHOUGH IN MY HEART i know its FARKIN over.
fuuuh! i want to start anew. n i miss everyting!
now let smile cos i farking dont regret anitin =))
and i shall continue more. cos for now. im speechless n too shock to see all this happenin.
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