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Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 5:39 PM  who am i? is there a diff person hiding behind the name shikin and nura. what do i reali want in lyfe? am i happy? or am i sad? i dont know who am i? who i am reali. i wanna know who am i... who are u nur ashikin? wat do i want in my life? have you people ever wondered who are u really? when i tink of it. i really do not know who i am. this is wen confusion cums. sumtymes i jus began to think.. does my fren hate me? wat is your first impression wen lookin at me? have you ever think i am a slut? does sumone secretly love me?? how i wish i can have all the answer. im so confused. yes i am. try not to think of it guys. i spent like 3 hrs yesterdae nite thinkin of this b4 listenin to "misteri jam 12" n i really have a headache afta tat. sumtymes u jus think of stupid stuff with no ans to it. SO STOP TINKIN NOW! they say in life there is ups n downs. sumtymes i jus wanna know wen will my life be an enjoyable one. n i started to think about having a real boyfriend. :)) skuls started. get my ass off the house. as usual. spend time with ite gurls. afta a long 3 weeks. sumtymes i jus tink it this way. ite gurls = laughing yr ass off. they are jus fun to be with. i have no regrets knowin them .. n i am reali lookin forward to go to school .. jus to hear our craps talk n jokes. sudenly skul is fun. studies became fun too. weird isnt it? hah! well i spend like a lot of time with my bbygurl-LID. i love her lots. u know wat LID. sumtymes i jus fear losing u. well u are like the person for me to lean on wen i am down my smoking fren. my happy fren. wen im bored.u surely cheer me up with yr craps. lets lepak n have some viceroy aite? look out 4 the damn police. hehe. i love u gurl. :)) n forgetin of coz my dear iqin. ok LID i granted yr wish.  ( n i farkin miss my old hair)ya. i miss this me. the times wen my life is full of joy. i miss those time shikin i do miss. ......... life has to go on. jus smile and face the facts! stop pretending to be sumone else. be yourself n you will be happyfor the rest of your life. is tat true?? |