Thursday, April 3, 2008 @ 2:40 PM
i feel so down.. so damn down.. at home i have been quiet.. i cannot laugh with my mum.. only wif my fwens. when they kol me.. thats the time when i can reali laugh.. but when the phone is down.. all about him surround me n my mind..
" u are the one tat i am searchin for, but u are not the one for me" in love we cannot reali find the perfect one that we are realy searching.. n we will not always get what we want in a guy perfectly.. i learnt a lot.. to find for the prince is so not gona happen. not all human is perfect.. i decided to move on wif lyf... i will entertain everyting tat cums .. n cry for everyting tat is going.. i tink this is life.. i cannot avoid or prevent it.. haish.. u are really the one for me..the one i want.. but i guess god does not create u to be mine.. n i need to accept tat very painful truth.
i guess time will show me the way.. time will surely make u dissapear slowly.. still u will be in my memories.. a sweet n educational one. hahkx n i hope god is not going to make this misery repeat to me agen..
love can be swit. love can be a pain.. love can be complicated,yet i want it agen n agen.. i never get sick crying..i never get sick of heartbreak. coz now its the time for me learn to help me in future.. till now im askin what is a real love? yet i know there is no answer to it.. why am i so stuborn..
the time has cum for me to love sumone who loves me..n not love sumone due to "he is the one"
ako harap ni adelah pelajaran untuk kite semue. jgn jadi gelojoh dlm cinta. kite akn rugi juga satu hari! :))
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