yes n yes!
at last i get to meet my dearest babydolls.
i miss every single one of them for their speciality..
baya for her cuteness
shiqin for her laughter
lid for her stupid jokes
ya n we did tok about stuff we neva tok.
adult stuff..
are we reali growing??
but i miss the shit out of us..
but dissapointment always cum when
yaya wants to go home first..
duhh..
but i am happy to meet u babygals..
hope to meet u soon
ya shiqin bought her schoolbag..
me n lid also found out schoolbags..
me n lid intended to do our own friendship bands..
but we cannot reali find the person who can make it..
and the main colour is black..
the rest babygurls can choose by themself.
i jus hope one day if one of the babygurls gona throw tat band..
u all would tink twice..
:))
n i am happy
to see we growing up n being matured
together!
i tink i hurt "little guy" too much
he called me n i jus speak to him like 20 mins.
n i lied tat im goin out which he himself knew tat i am lying..
litle guy: u da bosan ey nk kwn dgn i
me: duh..no
litle guy: yr reply...it is jus so not u
me: uh huh..nope..u are wrong..its me ikin..
little guy: why are u behaving like this.. dulu u slalu msg2 kol2 beh now cm uat bdh je..
me: ?? dulu i like u..now i m yr fwen.. meanin there is a certain extent ..i draw my own line..( tk phm pe ako bebual ako pn tk phm)
little guy: oo..tadi keluar confrm da dpt no. jantan lain so u go like "duh" with me..kn2?
me: uh huh nope..
then it goes on and on and on and on..
did i realy the hell change??
lastly i say this is wat i say to him
me: i wan to forget u tats why i been acting cold towards u..u must understand..
litle guy: forget me entirely?
me: neva did i mention entirely.. i wan to forget loving u..n wan to replenish it with being fren with u..
litle guy: neva did i also mention tat i neva love u...being a fren does not mean the end of us..its the begining of us.. g2g tata
n im a litle bit sick with his werds..so i neva reply..
conclusion??
neva did i reali make an effort to tink about his werds..