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history repeats again..
for the first time..
a guy..
who i dumped
who i curse
who my cuz called animal..
msg me..
ask me to go down..
give me a rose..
w/o any sign of hatred
but full of love..
ask me to kol him wen i get home.
and say..
i will not make u my girl..
but i make u the precious ever ting in my heart..
n also say..
u are too young to understand wat i mean by lover..
u are goin to ite..
many2 crushes will struck u..n..
im not goin to protest u for doing that..
if u reali do love me..
we will together after i cum back from BMI..
thats wat he said...
n down the phone goes..
do i need to love him???
prove to him?
or jus proceed to another?
but surely does i admit
my heart jump with joy..
but my mind kept tinkin..
so?
y dak?

to wanbello!
im sori..i know u hate my heart
but love cant be force..
or neither it can be created..
im jus sori to make u love me..
accident do happens..
i told u the first time i know u
tat i am currently in love with tis guy.
n u said u try too help me 4get
but..
i cannot..
its not my heart..
its jus me.
sori..
waduuuhhhh!!!!