Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 9:37 PM
im piss off today.. n its totally!
she change for no good..i hate her now..i hate her now..i miss the old her..i need the old her to listen to me like the old daes..i miss it for goodness sake..isit jus the werld changing her or isit jus me who is changing? im confused..jus need the old her back..oh plz god for goodness sake..i WANT her..the jus old her..plz..
bout the job...got interview at toy r us..for goodness sake i did not bring the ic along.its my fault though..ya but then i managed to get thru the interview..ya n its fine..
after tat i went to cik yati house..but then i did not reali go there..i sit under the block ..i jus cannot get up there..sudenly my mind kept tinkin n tinkin..i feel like bursting..i call kak ins and mira..and we went for a walk and doing some relaxing tings.. then kak mira bring me to her werkplace..lepak there..went home and jus collapse at my bed ..till the next mornin..
u tink im selfish or watever..its up to u..u tink ive changed..then fuck off..tis is me..get used to it or jus bloody get out of my life..enuf farkin prob in my head..n enuf of tis loneliness i hav in me..is it jus u or is it me..u are the one who gona tink of it..coz i hav no time to tink who has changed..u hate changes...so do i..correct urself and then correct me..im gona treat u like one animal i tell u tat..
i jus hav enuf! enuf.. plz watever u wana do to me.. dun let it affect my life journey... critize me as many as u wan.. may not b pretty like u but i tink i deserve the respect too as i am a normal woman
n to hakim(cuz).. im sure u readin tis.. tat nite shall be the first n last for me n u coz u nid to respect me.. if u wan me.. thx..
n im not a flirter okies till now i still tink about wan ess okies?? UNDERSTAND!
ENUF OF BULLSHIT KZ.. :(
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